Its a uninteresting tuesday night Im sitting on my desk with a 1000 page atomic physics text book open at my side. Im distracted, de motivated and although Im not particularly upset , I just cant make myself read the stuff although I know i desperately need to. Its just Im out of Ya Yas.
“Ya Yas” as my dictionary puts is the things we get kicks from. I don’t know how other people survive but I really need kicks to keep on going. And on the unhappier side of the week Im out of it.
Day started uninterestingly with my atom chip experiment with me stringing optical fibers from one optic table to another. I attended two talks today, one extremely relevant on atom chips by Bjorn and another on simulating quantum mechanics with electronic circuits in microwave regime. I came back home but simply cant go on with the studying because I just don’t feel good.
I cant really find an instant feel good solution right now. The Hell boy movie last week did not work and the wedding on sunday did nothing to help it. Hopefully the Dark Knight movie releasing on thursday would do it for me. I have decided to ease on other shallow sources like alcohol and flattery from girls. Trying to lead a good life is really tough. Im out of things to make me feel good. On top of that the summer writers break at hollywood has resulted in all the sitcoms halted at episode 17 or something.
Hopefully running tommorow will give me a kick followed by dark knight on thursday will help me survive the week. This is what life is for me one movie after the other to just keep on going.
